Friday, February 11, 2011

serenely friday

Serene la sgt kan?
My eternal gratitude to sayangs for waking me up this morning. I had a snooze after the call, thinking that i'd get up when the alarm goes off.
10 minutes later, i woke up with a jolt. 
Alarm TAK BUNYI PUN??
Hayo. Nasib tak mimpi2 bagai. Kot bermimpi, harusla saturday baru bangun sebab:
1. I'd be hungry
2. I'd need to go to toilet
3. I'd need my ciggy (ok so this is actually no.1)
4. I've been having nice dreams lately, the kind you'd want to not wake up from, nyehnyehnyeh.


So if not for the calls from my saviour, my day would have sucked totally.

But of course, things would happen to challenge even the most faithful optimist.
Bas pulak tak sampai2.. To think that all this while i've been a staunch supporter of the one and only bus servicing my area. Always on time. At the most pun 5 minutes late. Awesome by malaysian standards,
i reckon.


But this morning? Musnah segala impian. Kuciwa murana. Sekuciwa murana menonton 'ungunya cinta' semalam. I mean, come on! Get over the 'hero dies from brain cancer' bit already lah! There are many other ways to die, and does he have to die in the first place hallo?
Isk. Don't get me started on that. Dooon't.



Back to the errant bus, if you will. Now, to say that there are NO buses whatsoever is not true. There were buses. 4 to be exact. And they were passing by at regular intervals. Thing is, they were going towards the opposite direction. Let's do a bit of math. I realise that doing a bit of Math  might take awhile considering the analytical part of my brain does not function well on a friday. Nor does any other part of my brain. Come
to think of it, this state of mind, or lack thereof, occurs 24/7 regardless.

But I digress.

The distance to the last depoh would take about.. at worst 20 minutes? and i waited an hour. and FOUR busses passed me by going to the depoh in that one hour. SATU pun tak patah balek per? Did all the drivers decide to go for breakfast collectively? Please bang, dah la satu hari ni je saya naik bas, harini la pulak ada perhimpunan agung perasa perasa nasi lemak cawangan pemandu bas? Please.

Just as I was considering alternative plans, as well as SMS-ing bosses saying that i'll be late (meaning later than my usual late), the bus finally appeared. Full up of course. But i did get to sit down after shoving some girl away so i could get a seat when someone stepped off the bus. Helo, harini je saye naik bas ye. Lain hari, anda buleh duduk brapa lama anda mau. dua tiga round bus tu kalau mau. Duduk sekali dengan abang-abang sambil makan nasi lemak jika berkeinginan begitu. Sigh.

Well I wasn't that late after all. Sempat brekfes lagi. Tapi sumbat macam nak gila lah.

But despite a hectic morning, this Friday at work doesn't seem too bad. Bosses watching DVD. I hope the DVD lasts until the time i go home.

Then baru total serenity reigns katanya...

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

inner sanctum

This is dedicated to someone special.

If you can find it in your heart to cry
Then you have it in you to laugh


If you can find it in your heart to feel pain
Then you have it in you to feel joy


If you can find it in your heart to feel weak
Then you have in you unbeatable strength


If you have made it this far
Then you can make it, a million miles more


If you have ever known what it was like to be lonely
Then you would have no doubt that i am here with you.

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

nak num

bukan. bukan nang nak. mari kite tengok ai borak borak apa kat kedai kopi arini...


<feva> hye
<selasih72> hi
<feva> duk ne?
<feva> nk num
<selasih72> wah x kenal x apa mintak num
<feva> nk knal r nie..
<feva> mzcol num i leyh?
<feva> nk out da
<selasih72> no
<feva> mzcol skg ekh
<selasih72> no
<feva> 017*******
<feva> feva
<feva> da kew?
<selasih72> tak mau
<feva> npew?
<feva> k r..
<feva> td num mmber..
<feva> jgn r col..
<feva> bye

hik. macam ni pesen ber chat sekarang kan? tak payah berkenalan lagi, terus je mintak nombor. kang i bagi nombor balai polis dang wangi kang baru tau. ke kilang belacan ah seng cawangan london ke. nak?

where ARE our manners nowadays?